My melody..

I hate goodbyes

Sat, 18 May 2013 12:14:36 -0400

Nakakainiz hnd q tlga maintindihan sarili q! Naiiniz ako na kahit binabalewala at pinagmumukha na akong tanga e nagagawa ko paring magtiis. Kaya siguro tinatake aq for granted kc alam nilang hnd nman aq magagalit…na at the end of the day mpapatawad q rn nman cla.. na gaanu man kalaki nging ksalanan nila mgagawa qng makalimot.. ang hirap pala ng ganito, minsan naiisip q n sana hnd nlang aq pinanganak n ganito.. na sana naging masama nalang aq para hindi aq laging ginagago.. pero ganun talaga siguro.. minsan kelangan mong magtiis. kelangan mong maghirap.. dahil ang lahat ng gusto at pinapangarap mo hindi mo nman talaga makukuha agad2..kelangan pinaghihirapan.. na hindi mababalance ang mundong ito kung walang katulad mo na tanga sa pag-ibig at martyr magmahal… kung puro makasarili lang siguro, mkakalimutan n ntn ang ibig sabhn ng tunay na pag-ibig. At kahit paulit2 aqng masaktan.. alam ko balang araw may isang taong magsasabi sa aqng..

“Ilang libong beses ka mang nasaktan..mamahalin naman kita ng walang hanggan”

Im not Bob Ong, Im not PapaJack,Im simply Rhadson.: Malalaman mong hindi ka importante sa isang tao kapag Sinabi...

Sat, 18 May 2013 11:50:29 -0400

Im not Bob Ong, Im not PapaJack,Im simply Rhadson.: Malalaman mong hindi ka importante sa isang tao kapag Sinabi...:

matabangutak:

Malalaman mong hindi ka importante sa isang tao kapag

Sinabi niyang

Call kita later, yung later hindi na natuloy.

Kain lang ako, yung kain niya hanggang bukas na.

Charge lang ako, yung charger niya slow charger. Kinabukasan ka na tinext. Minsan kung hindi mo pa tetext hindi pa…

super relate

lovequotesrus: EVERYTHING LOVE I know right? Maybe because you...

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 05:25:13 -0400

lovequotesrus:

EVERYTHING LOVE

I know right? Maybe because you wanted that someone to want you too but it turns out they’re a lying, cheating, asshole.. Then you regret wanting them in the first place because you wanted the person you thought he was.

"Loving someone is like trusting a surgeon during a surgery. He can either fix you for the better or..."

Sat, 09 Feb 2013 08:09:20 -0500

““Loving someone is like trusting a surgeon during a surgery. He can either fix you for the better or mess you up and leave you dying later. Know your surgeon well coz once your on that operating room, once you enter that contract, there’s no turning back.””

- Lea Macadangdang

Promises are meant to be broken

Fri, 08 Feb 2013 02:50:17 -0500

Yet again I have a very boring love life.

Again, someone promised me he’ll wait. Went out with me, took me out for dinner, watched a movie together, gave me chocolates, flowers and candies and promises forever. Bullcrap. Sometimes I really don’t understand myself. Why I keep on falling for the wrong ones. Why up until now, I still believe that someday my prince charming will come and sweep me off my feet. That someday even after all the tears I’ve invested on all the assholes who came to my life, he will be the one to wipe all the tears away. Someone worth it of fighting for.

I guess you could say that 20’s still too young for me to worry about love and relationships, huh? But I guess I just miss that wonderful and euphoric feeling you get when your special someone’s around. Those butterflies in your stomach when you see a message on your phone from him and that tickling bits of electricity you feel when he merely touch you. Ah that spectacular feeling of falling in love.

Sometimes I feel like it’s my own fault too. I tend to take someone for granted when I’m complaisant that he’s in love with me or when he already promised he’ll never leave me. What can I do? This is me! When I trust someone, I trust them whole-heartedly! And that’s when they tend to go astray and see other girls and the “It’s not you, it’s me” line comes along. I’ll go “Tell me the truth, are you in love with someone else?” and he’ll go, “I just don’t want you and I to get hurt. I know you won’t understand.” I mean seriously! Don’t you have the balls to say it straight forward? Very empathetic! How sweet, you miss me so much you went out looking for another outlet, huh? And their promise of a happily ever after went down the drain yet again.

I’m just so tired of crying, didn’t even shed a tear for that last guy. He promised he’ll be waiting even if it’ll take him forever, but after 3 weeks he’s already dating someone else. Wow, I didn’t know forever’s that short! He didn’t even wait until Valentine’s day. Bummer, so I don’t have a date this year, so what? I have all my life to wait for my one true Valentine and I’m willing to hurt all over again even until all my hair turns grey until I finally find him. <3

A piece of biblical advice…

Salamat s ngbgay neto..:) cge puro fud ibgay m sqn hahaha! D nmn...

Fri, 18 Jan 2013 17:58:31 -0500

Salamat s ngbgay neto..:) cge puro fud ibgay m sqn hahaha! D nmn aq tumtba e..;P #imissyou #food #cake #love

Thank u ate gege alabyu..hehe. :)) #chocolate #flower...

Tue, 15 Jan 2013 23:35:24 -0500

Thank u ate gege alabyu..hehe. :)) #chocolate #flower #chocoholic

Got my new #ebay #lanyard haha! Kung kelan mgreresign n q..

Sat, 12 Jan 2013 20:03:07 -0500

Got my new #ebay #lanyard haha! Kung kelan mgreresign n q..

Healthy n sna kaso hnd..lol.kain gush! Happy lunch my dear...

Wed, 09 Jan 2013 00:54:11 -0500

Healthy n sna kaso hnd..lol.kain gush! Happy lunch my dear #chocoholics syempre d lng yan lunch q. Dahil mtakaw aq, dessert lng yan.;P haha!
#cadbury#food#salad

Anak ng pasig nmn kau.. kalat doon, kalat d2.. lol. Ganda ng...

Tue, 08 Jan 2013 19:56:37 -0500

Anak ng pasig nmn kau.. kalat doon, kalat d2.. lol. Ganda ng bay, sarap mgswimming.lol. #sarcasm #manilabay

Still wearing my #chastityring plus.. d last guy I went out with...

Tue, 08 Jan 2013 18:27:18 -0500

Still wearing my #chastityring plus.. d last guy I went out with gave d other ring last xmas.;P

LSS s Song n 2..

Tue, 08 Jan 2013 11:20:39 -0500

I’m not ur b.. I’m not ur h.. I got ur friends ol knocking at my door… so if u think that ur d s.. u better check cuz I was faking it.. :P now who’s my bitch? Bitch..

My bestfriend’s gift 5 years ago.:) I still treasure it.

Sat, 05 Jan 2013 06:12:29 -0500

My bestfriend’s gift 5 years ago.:) I still treasure it.

I was going through my stuff when I went home and found...

Fri, 04 Jan 2013 07:49:08 -0500

I was going through my stuff when I went home and found these… aww I miss u best ysh..:)

Ok I am proud to say that I am still keeping my promise up until...

Thu, 03 Jan 2013 20:33:36 -0500

Ok I am proud to say that I am still keeping my promise up until now. Although d q p afford ung 12k n ring, 1 year n kme ng purity ring q! Ms mtgal p kesa s nging past relationship q ah..lol

:) smile.

Wed, 19 Dec 2012 23:49:59 -0500

:) smile.

True Love

Sun, 04 Nov 2012 08:10:37 -0500

Someday, I’ll fall in love the way my lolo stayed with my lola until she died, and the way he loved no one else after. The way my papa stayed with my mama even after all the nagging and the blaming, and the way he loved no one else despite their differences. Someday, I’ll find a guy like my lolo and my papa who’ll stay with me despite all my insecurities, dark and negative side. Someday, I’ll find someone who’ll prove to me and make me feel that true love like my grandparent’s and my parent’s are real. <3

dailyfreshquotes: “I’m not single ! I am in a long...

Sun, 04 Nov 2012 07:23:53 -0500

dailyfreshquotes:

“I’m not single ! I am in a long standing relationship with fun and freedom.”

Lasema Spa

Sun, 21 Oct 2012 20:03:49 -0400

I thought call centers where stressful but I’m having a lot of fun.. specially with my office-mates who are so friendly and outgoing like me..

He/she is my friend McJ.. He introduced me to this amazing relaxation place. A korean spa here in Makati

But before we went inside the place, we ate at this particular Korean restaurant near it called “Ara” the food there were scrumptious! And I love Korean food! So I really enjoyed it! That bowl over there’s a Bibimbab. I use to eat those back in Baguio but they serve it there on sizzling plate.

We also cooked.. amm ok we made the waitress cook the meat… the pink meat. Don’t know what part of the meat that was but it sure was delicious!

That’s the egg souffle. It tastes like egg of course! haha

Anyway I got to try this one! haha! I only see it on korean dramas and now I got to try it.haha!

While Ate Grace just can’t get enough of those pineapples dipped in cinnamon syrup! haha

Okay so enough of the eating. After you pay for the entrance fee, the lady will give you keys for your locker inside.

Then we took a shower

And took a dip, bare naked, on each of the Jacuzzi provided. It was quite funny cause we were alone when we got in so we figure it wouldn’t hurt if we wear our undies but the lady who’s looking after the place saw us on our brassieres and informed us that they’re not allowed inside. boo hoo. so much for privacy..haha

Then after that we tried all the dry sauna outside. This one’s the hottest!

while this one’s the coldest! brr..

Oh and I tried reading this korean comic.. yah I did not understand a thing!

And gangnam style halohalo! haha! forgot the name so made this one out! :P

Try it out for yourself! oh!.. the ram ears are not included.. McJ taught us how to do that out of a towel. :))

where did you spend your childhood summers with your cousins?

Sat, 20 Oct 2012 02:02:22 -0400

Wow, great question.. wow.. I’m really not quite sure I remember..haha! But what I can recall is that when I was a child my father side cousins where in Manila and Batangas so I get to see them only during Christmas and Halloween. We would go to Enchanted Kingdom, Laguna, all sorts of places when I’m with them. On the other hand, my mother side cousins, the ones I’m mostly with back in our province, and I usually hang out at their house and just play there. We had a wide range of imagination and we’d play tons of games. I’m usually the host and the leader since I’m the eldest among them. I loved playing at their house since there were 5 of them in the family and I’m stuck with my brother only at home. Sometimes we go out to resorts and picnics but mostly, only at their house. :)